When I sit and free write, it is usually with purpose, and with intent. Tonight, I just flowed. Here’s what came out:
I choose to be free of lower vibration and allow new energy to flow through me. I choose to be free of those who will drag me down. I choose to be free of those with envy, spite, resentment, quick to anger and jealousy. I choose different. I am peace. I am love. I am grace. I am abundance. I am eternity, always have been. Energy cannot be destroyed, but can change form.
We cannot change people, but we NEED to see that people are coming from a place of hurt, and no one WANTS to be ‘that guy’, they just got into a place of darkness and cannot find return. People need love, even when they do not deserve it, if not especially when they do not deserve it, as they are most certainly the ones who need the love most. Those who love themselves don’t always need to have the love bestowed upon them, because their well is always full and being replenished. Their well is empty and they thirst. Feed them, not to spite them, but to genuinely understand that we all vibrate together here, a mass. By spreading the love and showing humanity when another may turn a blind eye, that is showing love oneself and in turn giving an offering of love to another. Not because we have anything to gain or lose, but because it is the right and humane thing to do.
Begin to terminate the old limitations that were placed upon you. I remember being told that I would never be anything if I didn’t go to college. I remember being told that I would always be ugly. I remember being told I would never achieve anything noteworthy. Those are limitations that are placed upon us. We can CHOOSE to take in the poison they spit, or we can CHOOSE to make a change. We can CHOOSE a new reality. We can CHOOSE a different outcome.
It is not always easy. Not because it is ‘hard’ work, but because it does take personal accountability and responsibility, as well as determination, perseverance, and a desire to *truly* be the best person you can be. Some are coming from a place of such deep hurt or angst that they lose sight of their potential, spirit.
What would you say if you heard that a mom and daughter team collected 32 four-leaf clovers at random? The mom collected 14 over the course of 10 years, 5 of which in 3 weeks, sometimes two at a time! The daughter?! She found 18 in less than two months, in three different states! Sounds incredible, right? Is one to assume it is a ‘coincidence’, or is it something more?
Of course, that just needs to have some sort of logical explanation. We can say that, potentially, the radiation from Japan has made its way into our rainwater and causing genetic mutations, or that the nuclear reactor 25 miles away caused it (even though the clovers have been found in 9-10 different locations). There *has* to be a logical explanation, right?
How about if 9 of them were found before Fukishima, and in multiple locations? Specifically, 11 of them have been found in the cemetery where the mother’s mom was buried, over the course of 9 years in different visits? How about if the daughter finds four-leaf clovers from school on Friday, from a different town on Saturday, and on Sunday two states away?
Maybe there *is* a logical explanation. Intention. What if the intention was ‘unintentionally’ set to find them? What if it came about because of modern day alchemy? "Everything is energy and that's all there is to it. Match the frequency of the reality you want and you cannot help but get that reality. It can be no other way. This is not philosophy. This is physics." ~Albert Einstein
I can say I believe it, because I have seen it. I have DONE it. I have found multiple clovers and taught my daughter how to do it. I taught her. We also won a stuffed animal on the first try from the claw machine, the EXACT one she wanted…how? Intention. Belief. Energy. I taught her. I teach people. I am still learning. I had even created a vision board with a four-leaf clover on it a few years ago and recently joked that maybe I should take that out of the collage, haha.
I believe we can always continue to learn and grow. I believe we can CHOOSE to see beyond the veil of ANYTHING you may have been taught about rational, analytical, logical, and possible. Then release the need to know who, what, when, where, why, how. Etc. Decide on what you want. Focus on it…and make sure thought and emotion are in alignment with desired outcome. If you catch yourself having thoughts of doubt, release them and think again about your desired outcome. We can create, when we match the frequency, inside and out. If inside, we are worried, or bogged down with analytics, stress, etc. it is not the frequency of the desired outcome.
Take a look at your life. Are you ‘happy’? Define ‘happy’ for you. Yes, we do things so we ‘can’ be happy, but ARE you HAPPY? From the inside. When you are alone. In the car, in the shower, laying in bed, walking, working…what do you ‘catch’ or find yourself thinking about? In your life, what do you do? Do you enjoy it? Do you ‘do what you love and love what you do’? What are your priorities? Where’s your energy invested in comparison to what’s important to you?
We need to make sure our thoughts, feelings, words and actions are in alignment with what we want our end goal to be. We need to honor and listen to the intuition within us; our soul’s voice. Our connection with the divine; God. We need to operate in accordance with the still voice within suggesting we do the right thing. However uncomfortable it feels, we must persevere, because we know we should. It feels good in the end. In the same way people work out to get/stay in shape and feel good after, even though they may not have ‘wanted’ to do it that day…they knew it was in their best interest, and their desire for self-care superseded the desire to sit on the couch. If it is hard to face ego, and go with the still voice inside, that generally indicates a degree of struggle with ego. When we feel attacked, reject, immediately react and resent, judging, need to be right, ever seeking, needs that need to be filled, but they just aren’t being filled, feelings of longing, loss, lack, loneliness, despair, depression, confusion, anger, jealousy, rage, contempt, spite, guilt, sadness, etc. etc. etc. etc. Alllllllllll of those are sludge and ego; futility at its finest when it comes to personal growth, happiness and inner peace.
Regardless of how we see and interpret our present moment, we can make a CHOICE. We can CHOOSE to continue to feel about it as we may, or we can shift and transform and make something useful of a tough situation. When we shift, we place a future order.
We can choose to ‘place an order’ for something different…and consider, for once, for one moment…that it is not in the physical world that we need to exert our effort. I am not talking about just “thinking” about it…I’m talking about understanding how ethereal energy works. I am talking about being able to manifest things using energy. We all do it. Some just don’t realize it.
When we abandon ration, logic and reason for a moment (don’t worry, we’ll piece it back in, just for a minute…let it go) , we can understand that we bring things to ourselves based on our thoughts and specifically, our emotions toward them. When we feel terrible, when life sucks and we are unhappy, miserable and just in a funk beyond belief…I want you to FEEL happy. Why? Because when we FEEL happy and show gratitude for what we DO have, things can change. When we slip back in, SHIFT into FEELING happy. When we do this, we are a magnet attracting the things we want. When you feel inside happy about the things you want and feel you have it now, you have it. It will feel like a stretch and ‘hard’ (a relative term) at first. We remain steadfast, understand the ‘relative’ of whatever we are feeling and CHOOSE to put out a different frequency and change out reality.
I taught my daughter this…She does it with ease. I have done it for the birth order and looks of my children, 3 places I have lived, 2 of my businesses, 14 4-leaf clovers, lucky opportunities for TV and radio interviews, I have ‘odd’ coincidences and ‘lucky’ things happen to me all the time. I am given things for free at random. I show gratitude. I show love to myself and others.
How does this relate to hard, concrete, science? How does the logic and rationale apply to my spiritual lofty-dreamer reality. Simple. Physics. Science. Like attracts like. Magnets. We are magnets. We possess measurable magnetic energy fields. We are energy. Everything is energy. Energy cannot be created nor destroyed. It may only change in, through and out of form. It always has been, always is, and always will be. That’s fact. Science.
If we are energy, and we are magnets…and because of the way scientific concepts work, why is it so far fetched to think that we can attract things to us based on what we think, attracting? If magnets attract to it, but ‘opposites’ attract, do you think that means that you can be out of alignment inside your own life with regard to what you want and how you feel about it. What kind are you trying to attract by feeling bad?! MORE BAD! You can’t bring good things by feeling bad, thinking poorly, or not acting in accordance with your inner voice.
We need to figure out what we want, usually we know (pssssst, it’s usually the OPPOSITE of all the crap you give worry and fear about) what we want, if not, figure it out. Make a list, order like a menu from a restaurant. Kiss it up, and make sure you think, feel and act in alignment. Miracles and magic happens. It is a validation. It is not a ‘coincidence’, it is not ‘luck’, it is psychics. It is science. It is abandoning your apprehension to my words.
If you read this and think it’s crap, that’s fine. You are certainly entitled to your opinion and certainly have free will to do so. How do you feel inside? Do you feel the need for something to fill that void within you? Do you ache and yearn, and hate? If so…See paragraph 11… ;-)
Heart is where its at. The hurt that prevents happiness stems from life. Shit happens. We all have ‘stuff’. Some more intense than others. Either way, it is no excuse to stand in the way of your happiness, unless you CHOOSE to let it. Sure karmic ties and other energy attachments need to be released, but imagine what it would feel like to stop and sit in peace. To be truly happy within yourself, mind stilled, no racing thoughts or fears, anxieties, worries, sadness, longing. Regardless of current situation, this applies. We need to ‘fake’ it for it to work…and it does. I have so many examples (I should write a book…and I think I just now set a second part of an existing intention). We need to find/hold our hope and our faith with an open heart. Clearing out the refrigerator of life and clear our hearts of old things that have served their purpose, get back to priorities and make strides towards our goals. We make CHOICES. When we say “should” it is a feeling of obligation, of need, out of alignment with what you WANT.
When you decide what you WANT, and operate in accordance therewith, you can more easily bring love, happiness, connection, happiness, contentment, etc.
It is only impossible if you believe it is.
I believe in magic and miracles. I believe in right action. I believe we ALL get signs. If you don’t like the signs you’re getting…tick tock tick tock…We all can make CHOICES based on FREE WILL. Make the good ones while you can. Procrastination is pointless, futile and not the means to an end.
Start right now. I believe we can all do it. I know I have and I have watched countless people in my life make the changes they sought using some of my teachings. I am happy to help and I do it with an open heart.
I have been through enough and have experienced such a wide variety of life lessons and emotions and situations that I am happy to feel all the work I have done to overcome my ‘dark places’ can be utilized into something positive and spread as a light upon others.
If I left you questioning one thing for the better, or if you heard your own intuitive messages of love, acceptance, surrender , reassurance, happiness and faith or even if you scoff and disregard while judging me…I am at peace. We make choices and I am at peace with mine. I’ll be here, waiting for some of my dreams to come true, working hard to get there…while I wait, I’ll keep my eye out for 4-leaf clover #15.
(and no, it’s no ‘coincidence’ you’re reading this right now.)
I’m here to help, heal and teach.
Namaste.
